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Date:2005-10-06 15:05
Subject:a personal message to Jesus

i just wanna say thank You

*now back to your regularly scheduled program*

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Date:2005-09-28 23:13
Subject:words of wisdom
Mood: amused

The devil is just a barking dog on a leash.

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Date:2005-09-28 10:39
Subject:nice story

Two twins are talking in their mother's womb.
- Do you believe in life after birth?
- Of course there is life after birth! Maybe our present life is just a preparation for life after birth.
- That is nonsense. There is no life after birth. What would such life look like?
- I don't know exactly, but I'm pretty sure that there would be much more light, and that we will be able to walk with our legs and eat with our mouths.
- That's utter rubbish. You know it's impossible to walk. Eating with mouth, hah! We have umbilical cord for that. I tell you, there is no life after birth.
- The cord is too short. I'm certain there's something after birth. Something entirely different than what we have now.
- No one has returned from the born. Life ends after birth. Besides, life is nothing else than living in this dark environment.
- Well, I'm not sure what is life after birth like, but in any case we will meet our mom. She will take care of us.
- Mom!? You believe in Mom? And according to you, where is this supposed Mom?
- All around us, of course. Thanks to her we live, without her we wouldn't exist.
- I don't believe it. I've never seen Mom, and I'm assured that she doesn't exist.
- Possibly. But sometimes, when we're completely still, you can her singing. You know, I'm assured that after birth, life is only beginning...

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Date:2005-09-16 06:37
Subject:i'm creative and neurotic haha

You are Schroeder!

Which Peanuts Character are You?
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Date:2005-09-15 18:15
Subject:just want everyone to know

just want everyone to know that survivor starts tonight... i've waited 6 long months for this!!!! so everyone watch it!!! haha...

and i'll update yall within the next day or so for who we have to pray for to win :-D

God bless!

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Date:2005-09-14 18:59
Subject:new beginning
Mood: praising the Lord

life is real and

You are Life

so You are real

realer than i could ever be

but You made me in Your image

thank You

maybe one day i'll learn to be real

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Date:2005-09-14 17:43
Subject:prayer request
Mood: determined

hey everyone... i really need a prayer request... Satan has been really attacking me... attacking me hard.. from different angles... using people from my past to tear me down and lead me astray... and things of that nature...

i just ask you all to keep me in your prayers... and pass this on to people close to you ask THEM to keep me in their prayers... i really need help and prayer support in this trying time... pray for the strength for me to overcome these struggles and fights... and pray that i continue to rep the Lord at every opportunity...

thank you so much... i love yall!!!

God bless you all!

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Date:2005-09-13 10:45
Subject:i'm bored so i'll do it

Look at your LJ "interests" list. If you have fewer than 50 interests, pick every fifth one. If you have between fifty and seventy-five interests, pick every seventh one. If you have over seventy-five interests, pick every tenth one. If you have fewer than ten, pick all of 'em. List them on your LJ, and tell everyone exactly what it is about these things that interests you so much.

basketball: well i've always been a basketball fan since i was young... it's one of those sports that i've always been good... not great... at.. it just comes naturally to me...

christian: well for the past 3 months i've been a born again christian and so i figured it would make sense to add this to my list :-)

cross movement records: cross movement has to be one of the best groups out there reppin the Lord... they are partially responsible for my coming to Christ and have many times helped me keep faith just by their songs...

God: who can't list God as an interest haha... He created everything... He sent His Son to die for us and He saved a wretch like me :-)... the least we can do is acknowledge Him in our interest list haha...

music: music is an integral part of my life... always has been... since i was young... my mother raised me in a house filled with music and i plan to do the same for my children... my mother loves telling the story of how i knew the entire words to songs before i could even read... i still remember the first song i ever learned "Aimee" by Pure Prarie League... i still love that song to this day....

praising the Lord: scroll up and read the God section haha.... again praising the Lord should be something that we WANT to do... He's glorious!!!

tonic: don't get it twisted yall... tonic is one of the members of Cross Movement... i listed all them in my interest list...

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Date:2005-09-03 13:59

last night me and the strike team got together at my house and Luke brought along a friend of his who needs Christ... the brother believes in God but suffers from anxiety and depression and things of that nature... so we went up to the park on marland heights and was jamming out... playing music... moving in the Spirit and ministering to the brother... we went til about 11:30 and no one called the cops haha... praise Him....

so just keep the brother Garrett in prayer please... ask the Lord to deliver him and to overcome the demons that he is battling with...

also placed an order today for Cross Movement's Holy Culture dvd... Ambassador's Thesis album (i broke my copy - long story haha)... and Lacrae's debut album, Real Talk...

so God willing i'll be getting them i figure around wednesday!!!

God bless yall!!

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Date:2005-08-31 16:12
Subject:my past few days

hey everyone... sorry i been away for so long... life has kept me busy...
sorry this is a long post yallCollapse )

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Date:2005-08-26 13:25
Subject:prayer request

hey yall... i got a really important prayer request... sunday will be five years since my son was born/passed away.... he was stillborn... so if yall could just keep me and my ex, his mother, in your prayers... i'd be really appreciative....

thanks a lot...

God bless!!


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Date:2005-08-20 11:21

renee tagged me...so now i HAVE to do it... booooo haha...

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I’ve watched porn movies.

I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I’m paranoid at times. (my best friend says that about me)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I currently like someone. (she knows who she is)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.

I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I’m obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend’s ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car. (a lil bit)
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I am proficient on a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don’t like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I (CENSORED) hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes’ slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I’ve often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I have jazz in my blood.

I would not be friends if they weren’t family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I am ambidexterous.
If I could adopt every stray, I would.
I feel as if nothing I ever do will make a difference in the world. (i dont feel that way but i fear that will happen)
I have been skinny dipping before.
I get jealous easily.
I have released a rehabilitated animal back into the wild.
My friends are like family to me.
I am addicted to Bleach.
I believe Humans are complex machines, nothing more.
I am an insomniac.
I've stopped someone from committing suicide.
I have a huge anti-aspartame attitude.
I care deeply about someone who will read this ;-)

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Date:2005-08-16 22:59
Subject:just do it ;-)

01. Name:
02. Age:
03. Where on earth do you live:
04. What makes you happy:
05. What have you been listening to lately:
06. Do you enjoy reading my LJ:
07. If so, why:
08. Interesting fact about you:
09. Are you in love at the moment:
10. Favourite destination:
11. Favourite quote:
12. Will you post this in your LJ

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Date:2005-08-16 22:57
Subject:prayer requests

hey yall i have some more prayer requests.... one my best malik left for law school sunday... so just keep him in your prayers yall... law school is gonna be a rough and stressful time i'm sure...

also my other friend mandy... she's pregnant... she called me over a week ago... she was considering having an abortion... and i tried convincing her it was the wrong idea and there were alternatives etc etc... but i dont know if she actually went through with her decision or not... so please pray for that... pray that if she hasnt already... that she makes the right, God-inspired decision....

thanks yall!!

God bless!

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Date:2005-08-13 22:54
Subject:i'm so bored

Directions: Type "(your name) is" (with the quotes) into a Google search; cut-and-paste the first 10 responses that work. Just pull the answers right out of the excerpt google shows you, don't click the link and search around. The only rule is that each one has to start with "(your name) is."

1. Joshua is advanced in years
2. Joshua is the sixth book of the Bible and the first book of the "History"
3. Joshua is home now.
4. Joshua is as sweet and lovable as his sister's but he too has a little mischievous
5. Joshua is an A grader
6. Joshua is always on the move
7. Joshua is an ex-Special Services mercenary, yet is freakishly loyal to his current boss
8. Joshua is obviously intended to be Jesus
9. Joshua is taciturn, answers most questions obliquely, and only wants to help
10. Joshua is mistaken for one of the invitees

ok 4 is pretty darn accurate haha... and number 8 is a link about Father Joseph Girzone's Joshua novels which i strongly suggest people read!!!!

God bless!

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Date:2005-08-13 22:52
Subject:had to do it

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Altruism |||||||||||| 43%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||| 23%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

i dont think i'm narcisstic at all....

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Date:2005-08-12 22:50
Subject:stolen from dagmar_12345678

1. Reply with your name/nickname and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ.

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Date:2005-08-11 11:16
Subject:prayer requests

hey yall i have two prayer requests... for one my mother... not to get into too much detail but she is having a hard time... and she's away from home... won't be back for about another month and a half... so please just keep her in your prayers...

and two.... i'm sending my cd out today to some record labels and christian artists to try and get discovered... so please keep my effort in your prayers and pray that my cd opens someone's eyes and heart and that they can see the potential that i have...

thanks a ton!!

God bless!!!

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Date:2005-08-06 23:22
Subject:i just had to share

taken from: newlivingtranslation.com

A Better Way to PrayCollapse )

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Date:2005-08-06 23:16
Subject:well yall

i'm not gonna make it to sunday services for the next couple sundays... since i needed two sundays in a row off... i have to sacrafice the next couple... so when yall go to church... or just whenever really... keep me in your prayers...

thanks a bunch!!!!

God bless!

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